It hurts. I feel numb. I've not had that big final defeat feeling for a while and it really hurts. For ages last night I just couldn't say anything. With time though I'm sure it make me appreciate the Miracle of Istanbul even more. But now...
On a more exciting note I made my radio debut today as I guested on my housemates show. I can't wait to listen again - and you can too by clicking here and going to 'The get up and go show' on Thursday from 9 til 10. The main topic was north and south and it was great fun to do.
Listen out for me singing, being caught in a hole that I couldn't get out of and trying to get out of my bad mood after last night.